I have 3 exams tomorrow and because 2 of them clash i have to stay in the same room all day with an invigilator watching me, which means i cant go outside and sunbathe :( *cries*

I’ve got the next week off work and it looks like it’s going to be sunny and warm yay :D However i booked it off for exams so i apologise for the lack of posts. I have so much to revise and so little time to do it!! :(

so i woke up naturally at 6am this morning (what the hell) and then work rang to see if i could go in earlier and for some strange reason i agreed (even though i have a ton of revision to be doing). So i ended up working 1-9 and now my feet really hurt! And i have a blister. And my room is a tip. *s i g h*

1st exam out of 8 tomorrow. Roll on June when they’re all over. There’s only so much panic and stress i can take! 

my brother is so thin and he practically eats like a whale. Why could i have not got his genes. *sigh*

I need to get back in control. I need change!

I really miss seeing all my old school friends everyday. 

I want to hear you say, who i am is quite enough. Just want to be worthy of love, and beautiful ♥

bleugh, i’m poorly and i have so much work to do but i feel like curling into a ball and sleeping for a month instead! 

^ preparation for the start of my exams next week :L 

Take a look at my body, look at my hands, there’s so much here that i don’t understand. Your face saving promises whispered like prayers, I don’t need them. I’ve been treated so wrong, I’ve been treated so long as if i’m becoming untouchable.

I can be manipulated only so many times, before even i love you starts to sound like a lie

practice what you preach for goodness sake. PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH!