I have my sixth form prom tomorrow night. I’m starting to get excited for it but at the same time i’m so nervous! Eeeek :D
I can’t keep carrying on like this but I don’t know how to stop.
I wish I could just disappear
Fed up of people making fun of the university i’m going to and saying how bad it is. I already don’t feel like i’m good enough and things like that make me feel 10x worst.
It makes me laugh that I have my photo up on a notice board in sixth form for being a ‘praiseworthy student in geography’ despite the fact that i’m the worst in the class and I’ve just accepted the fact that i’m going to fail
‘There’s a part of me I cant get back, a little girl grew up too fast’ - This line always breaks my heart because I can relate to it so much.
All the pain and the truth I wear like a battle wound. So ashamed, so confused, I was broken and bruised. Now I’m a warrior. Now I’ve got thicker skin I’m a warrior. I’m stronger than I’ve ever been and my armor is made of steel you can’t get in. I’m a warrior and you can never hurt me again.
But even if the stars and moon collide, I never want you back into my life. You can take your words and all your lies oh oh oh I really don’t care
I didn’t think things could get much worst. This is the last thing I need right now.
I wish I could just eat whatever the hell I wanted without caring or without having to analyse the calorie and fat content.
Ordered my dress for the sixth form prom :D I just hope it’s the right size!
Today my friend was like “omg you type so quickly!”
Well for saying I spend half my life on the internet then I should hope that I do :L